
Australian Lucia Osborne-Crowley was one of four reporters allowed inside Ghislaine Maxwellโs trial. Her final account centres around the victims.
โCarolynโ has never spoken to a journalist at length and is anxious to know why Osborne-Crowley wants to write the story.
I answer honestly, โI was sexually abused and groomed as a child โฆ And Iโm still living with the effects of it. I want the world to understand it better.โ
Osborne-Crowley is a survivor of sexual abuse, perpetrated against her by her gymnastics coach from the age of nine. She was later violently raped by a stranger in a Sydney public toilet, aged 15, compounding her trauma. She first disclosed it 10 years later, aged 25.
She has written two books about her experiences and the effects of trauma on victim-survivors more broadly. Common impacts include substance addiction, eating disorders, addiction to abusive relationships and chronic self-harm. These symptoms, Osborne-Crowley argues, were โweaponised against Epsteinโs survivors on cross-examination at trial, in an attempt to undermine their credibility, their morality, their memoriesโ.
Ghislaine Maxwell and Jeffrey Epstein. Picture: US District Court for the Southern District of New York/AFP
This courtroom sketch shows Maxwell during her trial on charges of sex trafficking. Picture: Jane Rosenberg/AFP
โI can tell you that some combination of these symptoms will show up in every single trauma survivor,โ writes Osborne-Crowley.
So even though our society stigmatises and shames them โ as Maxwellโs defence team did โ the evidence is clear: the presence of these difficulties in someoneโs life is not proof that the trauma they are describing didnโt happen. It is proof that they did.
Almost a year before the interview, Osborne-Crowley arrives at 3.04am on day one of the Maxwell trial. She queues outside the Manhattan courthouse alongside other journalists, members of the public and professional โline-sittersโ wrapped in bright yellow blankets, armed with Thermoses and sleeping bags, who are paid an hourly rate to hold a spot.
When the building opens, an officer reveals that only four seats have been set aside for journalists. The rest will only have access to spare rooms down the corridor, where proceedings will be relayed on a tiny video screen. Moreover, the judge has determined journalists may not use laptops or electronic devices of any sort, so the court reports are old-fashioned shorthand notes, with pad and pencil.
Osborne-Crowley decides that for the next four weeks, she will arrive at 2am to secure a seat in the courtroom. She writes:
For weeks after this I will sit within two feet of Ghislaine Maxwell. I will get to know her mannerisms, her moods and her habits intimately. But for now, I am seeing her only on a screen and I do not get a fraction of a sense of who she is.
Lucia Osborne-Crowley. Picture: Robin Christian/A&U
A โpyramid schemeโ of sexual abuse
In December 2021, Ghislaine Maxwell โ daughter of financial fraudster and one-time British press baron Robert Maxwell โ was convicted on five of six charges against her, including sex trafficking a minor, in relation to her association with Epstein. Four victim-survivors of the Epstein sex-trafficking network testified in court, including โCarolynโ, who died in 2023, aged 36.
The jury found the wealthy socialite had manipulated girls as young as 14, recruiting them into a โpyramid schemeโ of sexual abuse. As assistant US attorney Lara Pomerantz told the court in her opening statement, โas an adult womanโ, Maxwell provided โa cover of respectability for Epstein that lulled these girls and their families into a false sense of securityโ. She โluredโ victims with the โpromise of a brighter future, only to sexually exploit themโ.
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Maxwell continues to appeal her conviction, most recently on the basis she was granted immunity from prosecution under the terms of a 2007 plea agreement with Epstein.
The Lasting Harm reveals how trauma shaped the lives of the four victim-survivors who testified. It tells the stories of other victim-survivors, whose testimony was excluded from the prosecution case. And it considers the impact of vicarious trauma on journalists, produced by long hours spent โinterviewing people about their darkest momentsโ.
The Lasting Harm by Lucia Osborne-Crowley. Picture: A&U
On two occasions during the writing of the book, Osborne-Crowley checked herself into a mental health facility with clinically diagnosed PTSD, including structural dissociation and memory blackouts. Clinicians told her that her vagus nerve (responsible for digestion, heart rate and breathing, among other things) was malfunctioning. She was re-experiencing traumatic memories โas though they are still happeningโ, and her body was responding accordingly.
But no such care was extended to the victim-survivors who testified in the Maxwell case. Instead, defence lawyers would wield trauma as a weapon in the courtroom.
Memory on trial
The entire point of cross-examination is to attack a witnessโs memory and integrity, in ways that โ as clinical research long ago established โ will dangerously escalate, not heal, their trauma.
In the Maxwell case, defence lawyers accused witnesses of fabricating lies in exchange for lucrative media, publicity or book deals, by acting as โtoutsโ for victim-survivors, or manufacturing sexual abuse claims in exchange for a โspecialโ US visa.
Sarah Ransome, another Epstein accuser, walks out of Manhattan Federal Court after Maxwellโs sentencing on June 28, 2022. Picture: Spencer Platt/Getty Images/AFP
One controversial expert testified that sexual abuse memories could be โfalsifiedโ and โimplantedโ. Lawyers claimed witnesses had been manipulated by federal prosecutors, FBI agents and self-interested civil attorneys anxious to โshake the money trainโ, securing a โbig jackpotโ from the Epstein Victimsโ Compensation Program.
Lawyers also focused on small, peripheral details in the testimony to surface tiny inconsistencies. For example, when Maxwell met the witness โJaneโ, then a 14-year-old at summer camp, the cross-examination focused on whether Maxwell was walking by with a dog, walking a dog with Epstein, or using the dog as a ploy to approach the teenager.
The line of attack did not address the substantive allegations of child sexual abuse, but it impressed the media gallery. โThis really isnโt good,โ a journalistic colleague confides to Osborne-Crowley. โThatโs way too many inconsistencies.โ
The lawyersโ courtroom playbook is depressingly consistent across all types of sex offences, in all countries that rely on the spectacle of the jury trial โ underpinned by a bitterly adversarial legal system โ to deliver โjusticeโ for victims.
Osborne-Crowleyโs book carefully documents the unedifying clash of high-priced lawyers, setting it against a social context in which access to justice is increasingly unaffordable for most, and the conviction rate for sex offences is as low as one per cent.
Yet, she never takes the next logical step, which is to conclude that the adversarial system and jury trial is not fit for the purpose of trying sex offences.
Annie Farmer, one of the four who testified against Maxwell at trial. Picture: Spencer Platt/Getty Images/AFP
Focus on victim-survivors, not billionaires
In recently unsealed court documents, the identities of 150 public figures who moved in Epstein and Maxwellโs social orbit were made public. They included former US presidents Bill Clinton and Donald Trump, (the latter already on the record in 2002 calling Epstein a โterrific guyโ who liked โbeautiful women โฆ on the younger sideโ), and scion of the British royal family, Prince Andrew.
Former Harvard Law Professor Alan Dershowitz, also named in the unsealed court documents, released a half-hour YouTube video warning about defamatory imputations that might arise from any implication of guilt by association arising from the appearance of a name on a โlistโ. Dershowitz helped Epstein negotiate the 2008 plea deal.
But Osborne-Crowleyโs book is not concerned with โbillionaires or private jets or Prince Andrewโ. Her primary focus is on the girls as young as 14 who were selected for their vulnerability. Epstein and Maxwell believed they would never possess the strength or credibility or social power required for their testimonies to be believed in a court.
Yet, the spectre of systemic failure is inextricably related to the Epstein case.
This courtroom sketch shows Maxwell during her trial on charges of sex trafficking. Picture: Jane Rosenberg/AFP
Epstein was first arrested for child sex-trafficking as early as 2008. But the district attorney in the US state of Florida approved a plea bargain that allowed Epstein to escape with a minor solicitation charge: essentially treating child victims of sexual abuse as adult professional sex workers. The deal also granted legal immunity to Maxwell. It is currently the basis of Maxwellโs appeal against her 20-year prison sentence.
In 2017, 10 years after his first arrest, the District Attorney who had approved Epsteinโs deal was appointed Labor Secretary to then President Trump. This prompted the Miami Herald to green-light an investigation, by journalist Julie Brown, who tracked down 60 of Epsteinโs alleged child victims. Brownโs work prompted the New York District Attorney to investigate. Epstein was charged with child trafficking offences in 2019.
Epstein was first arrested for child sex-trafficking as early as 2008. Picture: US District Court for the Southern District of New York/AFP
Vanity Fair writer Vicky Ward also attempted to break the Epstein story as early as 2003, but says the magazine spiked her interviews with victim-survivors. (The then-editor Graydon Carter has disputed this reasoning, saying her three sources were not on the record as she has claimed.)
Osborne-Crowley befriends both journalists while covering the trial: Brown even becomes a mentor.
For journalists, there are enormous risks attached to pursuing, investigating and telling stories of this sort. While the advent of #MeToo removed much of the cultural stigma that accompanies speaking out about sexual abuse, it has been followed by a backlash of defamation actions, frequently dubbed โ#Metoo litigationโ.
Human rights lawyer Jennifer Robinson, interviewed for Osborne-Crowleyโs book, explains what happens when perpetrators weaponise the legal system to pursue their victims. She also explains how the burden of legal costs falls on victim-survivors and journalists who try to tell their stories.
Ghislaine Maxwell, pictured in prison.
Memory, trauma and inconsistencies
Leading defence lawyer Bobbi Steinem tells the court, โEver since Eve was tempting Adam with the apple, women have been blamed for the bad behaviour of men, and those women have been villainised and punished.โ
It was surprising the defence did not argue Maxwell was also a victim, manipulated by Epstein. Instead, it adopted the traditional courtroom strategy of placing the victim on trial and attacking the credibility of victim-survivor memory.
The most important witness for the defence was the controversial memory expert Elizabeth Loftus, who claimed to have โproven the existence of false implanted memoriesโ. She has testified or consulted with the defence on behalf of Harvey Weinstein, Bill Cosby, Michael Jackson, Ted Bundy and O.J. Simpson.
The ideas presented were derived from memory experiments conducted in laboratory settings. These included the post-event suggestibility of witnesses who claimed to see Bugs Bunny (a Warner Brothers character) at Disneyland. This is where the defence case fell down. As prosecutor Alison Moe reminded the jury, this is โnot a case about Bugs Bunnyโ โ and core memories of traumas such as child sexual abuse are stronger than other types of memory.
Moe asked the defence expert, in an exchange that seemed to turn the case around, from the mediaโs perspective, at least:
โPeople may forget the peripheral details of a trauma event, right?โ
โThat can happen, yes.โ
โBut the core memories of a trauma event remain stronger, right?โ
โI probably agree with that.โ
The Lasting Harm is not a comfortable read, but itโs an important one.
This article originally appeared on The Conversation and was reproduced with permission




